My Thoughts ..

Somehow or rather been hearing this and that, not a matter of trust but well i always believe a fire can't start without a spark to be.

Hate to hear something bad, not the least being together for once, at least its not really nice i guess to hear all this when people start to degrade, talking about integrity, action and approach to be, and worst that someone don't even realize this, nor to care and without realizing it.

Sadly not even to a point of understanding to spare a thought for me.

Worst, people heart really unpredictable. In front everyone is just like a saint to be, and whereby behind this and that, why people just can't be trueful to themselves.
The least i hate to c is people must really bang their head then they realize the pain.

If life were to be like drama, how nice it would be.

Whatever it is leading to, i guess, its all the action that count to let people has a chance to grad hold of something and to lead to something in regardless of anything. At times i guess i'm really too emotion attach to something and really think too much to care and the behavior to be.

Maybe if i m more naive and simple, the story might change.

To put aside everything or well to simply not to explain, i guess i care that is y here come all the writing .. at times i guess we have to look beyond and not just things on the surface.

Well ..that's it ?

Cannot imagine me myself being staying at home for so many days ..
really making me damm lazy, time to wakie ... ever since duno when, i been hopping but i guess i get the answer for now .. i tink ..

Thought by doing this what i feel need to be done, is to avoid and to think it over to minimize things to be and don't wish to know or hear anything to make me feel any worst about it... Always the case, no matter how much the trust can be, it still can be effected somehow or rather .. coz certain things we do care ..or care too much ..best bo chap ..

Intimacy begins when you stop pretending to be perfect and start being real with your partner. We get to know each other better as we reveal and negotiate our differences. - True ?

Lol ..

I try to hide and bring the best out of me soon to be .. moving on ..not to mention the least to be .. i guess well look 4ward for next job ba .. damm slacking for now ..make me think too much :)

Arrgghh don't what to write or don't know how to write ... lol nvm next time ..

OUt Of ThE Blue ...

I been Thinking and Wondering .... Isolating and Choose not to Bother by allot of things and Most important clear to the heart .. really too tired to be bother by all those and well I believe in doing things with heart and those who understand will understand ...

Just hate some idiot with no Ethic or Character, and most important today someone Told me to grow up when that someone dun even know what is going on ... and disappointed coz someone who I tend to care and concern for or even to trust till in regards of what other people say.

And that bloody idiot really pisses me off .. coz it’s all too fake .. in front of people wana act like saint and saying words to gain compassion point ? I don't really care about what topic they're saying but just don't like it to be so fake when u r the one who bring up the topic and in the end acts like so innocent dupz. Then after get scold, run to complain again and wana black mouth me again .. kaoz .. if not other day when I m sad, he will be so call around to say he be there .. knn .. what a fake ass ... wana chee hong also don't hong till no ethic and character la. Trying to act noble somemore ...


I guess this is life, everyone change and no one really remember what that someone has do for them in regardless of anything, say one thing but do another thing, and when in need of favors, will run back all the way to suck u up, same goes for r/s, why must till the end still don't understand and keep insist to be so self center. What goes around really come around.

What sadden me or disappoint me is somehow or rather, she still don't understand after happen so many thing, its not about now I change, now I put my heart and means u have to go along my way without realizing the mistake to be. .

How do you communicate with your spouse if it has a short temper and is also impatient and stressed all the time? It kills me because sometimes I feel as if people doesn't understand me or just doesn't want to hear the drama. It always leads into an argument and I can't stand it. People who love each other, but it's difficult for me because I think communication is being put aside, especially when already having a bad day already.

Anger can be a nasty emotion especially when it can't be directed at its true source... sigh always the case to be ... nowadays people r not as trueful, everyone with a motive to be ..be it anything, how many really do understand and not just looking on the surface to be.

As a couple, as friend, it is easy to wake up one day and find ourselves far off-track from where we intended to be. At the beginning of any relationship or anything, we all have great ideals of how the future will be, but without the right plan, the right mind it can be difficult to achieve these.

Unfortunately, things doesn't always work out the way we want. It's a harsh reality when we realize that happily ever after isn't something that comes automatically. Whatever it is, It Takes Two .... A good relationship is one purely based on trust, if nothing else. Being able to be miles apart yet never worrying a minute about what they're doing. Communication at all times is so important, and most importantly, respect for each other and their need for alone time as well as together time.

Two people trusting each other fully, not being afraid to tell the other what one thinks, whether it be good or bad, and the other respecting their opinion. Being able to enjoy the same things with each other, enjoying each other, and being able to take their separate lives and smoothly combine their lifestyles into a couple's lifestyle. After an argument; it's when you can really respect each other's differences and openly discuss feelings at all times.

I guess at times face don't really worth anything or to help us achieve certain things .. Just be trueful and be accountable to our own feeling and heart to be ..

.. Enough of grumbling for now .. ZZzz