What a Night ...

Hmm went clubbing at MOS ... saw allot of friends ..sisters too ..
And allot of my friend that went together with me .. and today really broke record ..sign in i guess got 15 people ? lol so pai seh .. and i have to PR again haha ..

Well lots of drinks .. end up 1 drunk ..few high .. and left 3 bottle of wine behind for not able to finish it ... i think total got 12 bottles of wine lol.

I try to find back certain feeling but well i don't seems to enjoy at all... even dance floor feel boring or well just can't stand guys nowadays, so end up being body guard.. i really can't stand some guy, don't understand what is so nice just to stand there and bua from behind .. there is this guy really sway ..he try to bua with 2 of my gal friends ..then end up i chase him off then he go try his luck on another group of gals, then well my friends too .. end up chase him away too, but still so thick skin then i push him off .. really nerd ..don't even dare to do anything, then his friend keep saying ps .. lol .. but well i do admire their thick skin and being ignorance haha ... well i try to enjoy too with the gals around but somehow i really don't feel anything nor i enjoy it .. so well just take care of them ..

Haiz, at times i guess m really getting old .. things i want change ..point of view looking towards certain things change too ... i really wonder when will be my turn to have a chance of luck.

M i really holding too much to the past .. like what my gay friend say .. so the below song suit me .. lol

收藏再眼眸，常徘徊左右
爱，猜到没有？
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后，或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ，衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手，放开所有
彼此更自由， 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够！
放手，豁出所有
还有这个好友，已经，已经足够...
遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全，多舍不得仍然是放手
放手，放开所有，彼此更自由
放手，其实我决非爱得不够
放手，豁出所有，还有这个好友
经，已经足够
放手，我的牵挂，找不到尽头
放手，寄望你幸福什么都有
也许，爱很深厚
而我，早看得透
放手，只可拥有

Hmm m i doing too many bad things ..well let me think back ..to be honest not really .. i treat everyone with my heart, take care of them, even if things happen, i don't cheat to gain something or to cheat for the needs, so well what went wrong, maybe m just not bastard enough .. or well m really too soft hearted to certain things, even my work goes wrong, i really wonder what is wrong with me to cause all this things.

But for everything that went wrong, i guess somehow i had to play a part .. be it me, wrong or right .. i had to be positive, as long as i still hold on to my ethic i guess ...

well ... wtf now is 8 am ..and i still not slping faint ..