Here i have to Say .. wondering ...

When things happen i guess, its not u nor me alone .. it takes 2 hand to clap ..

When you love someone and the relationship has to end in any reason that hurt us both, it has to end right at that moment and i guess i have to accept it and let go. don't have to ask questions why it happened; don't have to look for answers because i will see none, just selfishness. Things could get ugly if insist looking for it.

Don't try to change the course of fate, if it's meant to end then it has to end and let go i guess, a consolation prize to console myself in a way or selfishness, not used to it ...

I cannot patch the holes and loopholes that happened to both of us. There will always be grudges, blaming and comparison with each other. It's the way it is; its how letting go is. There could never be a nicer way to do it, but to let go and accept it. Only time could tell if all wounds have healed, things will fall in their right places at the right time. As the old adage goes "Time will heal all wounds" as old as it is, it is still true even to this time...

When it comes to relationships, it doesn't matter who is right or who is wrong. Yes, we will go through the process of fighting for our rights because we think we are right but at the end it really doesn't matter. Relationship lasts because it's meant to last, it will end if it's not meant to last and you have to let go if we don't know how to make it works together ...

All i have to say, i did love you and i feel bad now .. i will feel uneasy and recall when you're around .. i will look at our picture and say how sweet it is .. i will recall every moment u're around ... the cute you, your stupid face .. the way you talk back to me, copying what i say ... everything little single things you say .. you do ..thanks for being part of my life ... i guess that is the best way we have to part, please do remember what i have say before, whatever or how bad it is, its all for your own good ..look forward and don't be native to certain things .. and most important ..do take care ya ...