LIfe now ..

Everything seems so nice to be .. having the right feeling .. and yet i guess along the path ... i would say it is not easy to walk through .. u hurt someone in the process of searching ... and yet today i met someone who tend to understand what i want and what it takes to walk a longer path.

I always told myself whatever i did, i do, i must be clear to my heart .. but maybe one thing i always feel bad is relationship, but the least i told myself i did and do my part. Feeling bad as in i am selfish in a way, i know what i want ... and when till the day my partner don't understand me, i will walk away and sway away .. and i didn't handle that part well... whatever in the past relationship make me learn something along the way, i don't hate them, i thanks them for once being part of my life to make me become and have what i want today. Am a person who don't live in my shadow but well i will feel bad at times, and i hope they are doing good and i don't wish to see them down too.

I always belive to face our past and take tings positive, the only way we can move on ahead and hold our head up and find our happiness.

It been awhile i have this feeling that makes me feel more happy, makes me smile more, a person that i can trust on, someone when you see i can have a future with, she is focused on me, hopefully am not on the second place in her life, and of course to have a balance in life, communication, to spice up life, be it sexually, mentatly, etc....

Friends for now i guess well i might be straight forward but am always trueful to friends .. i guess i did my part too ...

I guess no one is perfect .. but lots of things we just can't see things on the surface but have to look beyond it... be it fate or well anything, i treasure what i have now, i do my part to keep it going and lasting to be .. take example of what happen around us and learn from it, understand it on why it happens ... and well dun let anger rules over our mind ...

Well, usually i only blog when i'am unhappy, but now i am not unhappy, maybe just to express my feeling using another way ...