I delicate most of my time into whosgoing, which ever u name it, the site, event, etc.
Sharing my work experience and working professionally.
To those whoever leave or well any misunderstanding causes, sry that I cannot help to fulfill certain things as well I
take instruction too. Work and friend, I draw a clear line, I hope u all understand.
I m a very objective base person, and well this is all about work to act as a bad guy role at times.
It been 7 months I put my time and effort in, thx to those who has been supporting me.
And glad that u guys get to know more friends out there and enhancing your social life.
Outing and event had been fun in the past, knowing u people has been my greatest asset.
TO most of u people out there, I do my part as a protector, an advisor, a forum admin performing PR/HR and even
as a brother role. All the while I do not ask for anything in return since day one, but I feel I m capable of making
it better, being proud in a way but even more proud to know that u guys know more people out there.
I have always been very truthful in dealing with things, and now I guess I do not like it the way it is.
I may be able to draw a clear line, but I m not able to go along with my feeling.
I don't really like back stabbing, performing small action and cannot stand working with people who're not being professional,
and last I cannot stand is betraying my trust and feeling for certain people.
Anyway I just don't like playing games.
Maybe it’s all in the mind, miscommunication and well working ethics.
Well been thinking hard, I may not get anything in return, but somehow I don't really feel good. Feeling disappointed.
Or am I just not happy to being throw aside?
But I guess what bother me most, is those trust, friendship and well my emotion.
Getting tired lost again and seems like no one really understand...
Sigh … do everything also seems to be wrong, I am feeling so negative in my life once again.
Over this, kind of effecting my relationship, having a quarrel and etc. Or well I guess it’s me who handle it in a wrong way and miscommunication again.
I am having a dilemance over this, just damm tired. Afraid of losing certain things, afraid of being abandoned, just hate it... all I ask is being simple, being truthful, having a balance in life and yet I guess me I am not achieving all this... instead it become a mess...
I am really tired, damm tired, I am just a fool to love whole heartly and making me to lost my direction. But I do it with my love and I guess to love is to show and give in at times. This is my way of loving, seeing her to be happy and well trying at my best effort to fulfill it.
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