Sigh ...

Always be there for her, trying to advise her, hope to be there for her when she is down .. and yet my love for her don't seems to be of any help or should i say the least being appreciate.

Whenever i offer her advise, she choose not to listen and when a friend say something, the guy still get a thanx from her .. lol and well who don't know all this... offer her suggestion also like well being pull down all the way to the drain at times.

My love, my concern and everything don't seems to touch her, make her feel warm and etc.

A person who is there for her now and then, cannot even compare to someone who just wana chat her up, or just a friend who she don't even know for long by just offering her some advise get into her good books ? .. lol. Well am i no better then any of this and having her always as my first place.

Haiz, when i m tired, not even the least being concern .. or to even to ask how is my day. Whenever i m stress and yet i cannot show, and still thinking about her.

I just wish to be more love, getting being appreciate, and well communication.. sigh .. getting so stress recently and lost .. emo plus being so negative recently ..

Maybe seeing her not being happy, do get me effected in a way too .. sigh .. and seeing me myself not even to provide her certain things or even to cheer her up, worst not even comparable to just a normal friend .. so who am i .. haiz ..