Happy birthday to me :)

Well never really celebrate but the least was hopping for something but i guess i just have me and myself then ...

Well just another day .. yesterday at work, well my colleagues bought a small cake for me, sweet enough, thanks for the thoughts ...

Thanks to those for your wishes too ...

Okie ..was reading my Gay blog .. okie .. well thanks bro ..
THis is what he write on his blog .. lol

Saturday, August 23, 2008
Happy B-Day Gay
Happy B-day Gay, may all your wish come true. Haha. Who the gay buddy that i been mentioning?? He's a close buddy of mine, James. We not really gay. We wish... haha but we dun like sword fighting. Thanks for accompany me for the past few mths, really appreciated that. Haha, u been asking me to write about you.... Guess i should, since you not been making me emo enough to blog.. haha

Where should i start???... hmmmmmmmmm....

I know tis gay buddy of mine from Shattered Galaxy(a online game)... At the time, both of us are leader of 2 diff regiment, our path crossed when both of us are busy wif work and we decide to merged the 2 regiments and throw the shit work to each other.. haha.

James, a cheerful and entertaining gay who know how to entertain and joke abt anything in the world even abt him been gay... haha. A night out wif him wont b boring. He really a caring person, at times i wish i'm gay and fall in love wif him.. haha. For friends and his god-sisters, he can really go the extra miles to protect and give his very best. But i guess he had gone through alot and long for a good relation and a family of his own. But at times, he dun really know how to let go and move on wif his life and wish that things could change for the best.

Gay, learn to let go and move on wif our life. I believe 1 day, we will find the love we want and have a family we call our own.... May all your wish come true and love me deep deep... haha

p/s. abit high and rushing for mj.. will updated it further when i more sober.. haha...

p/p/s. I Love You.... Happy B-day and May All Your Dream Come True.... Haha

Damm gay but i must clarify ..we're not .. haha ..

SOmehow someone had really let me down, i told myself that will be the last time .. be it true or be it i don't understand .. suan le ba .. a selfish person will never spare a thoughts for others ... i guess i did my part .. i hate promises ..i hate even more lies .. if you can't do it, don't say it ... but still you be a part of me that bring me to today ... i m not god nor i m so wei da .. all i want is someone stable, someone who knew what she want and to make a rs work out to walk a longer path .. understand what it means to be happy, had a balance in life and etc ..

Well ..
Time for housework ..